Saturday, August 09, 2008
9:21 AM
i am back
Truly surprise this blog acct is still alive and kicking. This blog is a truly great confidente.
Have not been writing much, and guess i have pretty much lost some articulative skills with time.
Time passes so quickly. I am now an optometrist, embarking on my next phrase of life. Am i treading along a gold-laden journey? Or is this an illusionary path? End of the day, I sum it up by asking myself if i am good enough. I am blessed with benefactors. Kind mentor that casts light on the shadowy path of my career. I am not a scholar. I will get receive enything by emplacement. Hence I dun consider this a bright future. To 99% of S'poreans out there, i know my future's not bright, but so is yours. As long as u r not a scholar, we r on the same boat. having a kind benefactor cum mentor is my rare advantage over many others. I should be grateful. I got a, better than 50-50 type, of a fighting chance.
I love my Jasmine. Been 1mth and 6 days so far. I hope we r alright. Perhaps i am a pessimist by nature, but i do worry that something's not too smooth after all.. Am i really your choice? The special one in your heart? I learnt from my mistake, and realise i tend to self-destruct things i really treasure. So this time round, i am trying my best. Faith, trust... Deep in, i know i love ya. With time, i hope our hearts connect and intertwine. Intertwine, not leach. If i ever be a leach, please burn me off. I wish you find your footings, establish your career path. I got great faith in you dear. You are gifted, but your previous unpleasant endeavours in sec sch dog your confidence. I hope u enjoy success dear, to regain the confidence you deserve. I read pple well. I know i am right about your abilities. I look forward to the day, we take our respective industries by storm, and dance out to the moon, wine in hand by nightfall. I hunger to rule this trade, in a more business than clinical aspect. I fight outwards, not inwards. I will always benefit my benefactors, but to competitors, I will commit them to thy sovereignty, to thy supreme, vampiric dictatorship.Putting rivalry to flights with flames unashamed.
I am a man who walks along, and i'm walking a dark road. Unique thoughts stir within my brainwaves, unique beyond the articulative gift of thy tongue. I feel alone. But i am just unable to rope in the right guardian angel. Thus i will fight alone, but look forward to the day i share the fruits with my inner circle.
