Saturday, September 26, 2009
7:32 AM
grasshopper...
Everytime i am all alone on my off days, i will miss you so much. I miss your cute little innocent grasshopper face. i miss the days i hug u while going up the escalators.but i have learnt something. its not about how hard i try. it all depends on whether am i or am i not the right one. if i am not the right one, i will never be able to do the right things that touches your heart, no matter how i try. its not any of our faults. to really love you, i have to disappear from your life and not interfere at all.... the reason y i feel so empty now, is because... i was really happy when i was with you. its your birthday in a few days time. i hope u enjoy yourself and have a fresh good start of your adult life. my precious grasshopper. things should be exciting for you. u r in a good hotel and working in the exciting town area. guess its really exciting but busy for u, F1 is in town now. my grasshopper. i can't change the fact that i am unsuitable for you, but i know that i should leave u alone now. i wish u well, and pray that u r fine, everyday. i still love u, but i hope it will all disappear soon. i want to be a totally different person.
