Sunday, September 13, 2009
11:46 PM
lost
do you know that i miss you lots? I still love you, my precious grasshopper.
when i saw you last week, it was that familiar face, very playful but no evil.
it was the face i used to hold on tightly to.
that precious face, that i will so badly miss by monday, and see on tuesday, once a week.
i missed you so much but i am no one to you now,
so i acted like i didn't care.
I did everything from the bottom of my heart,
with sincerity.
you do not understand me.
Nevermind, i will not be a leach and hang on to you.
whatever the reason may be, its not your fault that your feelings have eroded.
Nature's just taking its course.
I hope you will be well and blessed wherever you go.
I just have to walk on without you.
seems to me the road ahead is a burning hot desert.
i am so, totally, completely tired now.
but its ok that i just walk slowly, at least i am moving.. w/o you.
so i will just drag my feet till the time i can stop walking, stop thinking and stop living.
but thats gonna be a fucking 25 yrs from now?
